My Wild Heart & the Healing Words Of Don Miguel Ruiz

My Wild Heart & the Healing Words Of Don Miguel Ruiz

I fall in Love with Love or with the Longing to be in Love ~ after just a brief heartbreak from my last break up ~ inside my wild heart I am Remembering The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz 

It was a set up, my dream of Love started after my epic first kiss. I am a Romantic and I always have been, a Heart & Body Love Junkie.

Every Astrologer reads my chart for Love, Sex, My Spiritual Path, Motherhood, My Work in the World as an Artist & Fame ….. AKA Tantra.

I tell myself stories & often I project so much passion on to my relationships that I live in a dream. I am in love with love in all of it’s forms & I would be a mess if I did not have my camera… it is my tool for grounding. Without it I feel as though I might explode from all of the love in my heart for this realm … this place of beauty & strife.

A few weeks ago my last partner left me.

The last two weeks have been very wild in my heart because my heart does not close down in times like these, it opens even more. I have done some deep work and faced much about myself during some very long sleepless nights.

There are so many great teachings & I look to many of them all the time. I love the teachings of Don Miguel Ruiz who wrote The Four Agreements.

Before I got deeply into this relationship my 15 year old son Gabriel lovingly said to me, “Mom, do you really want to be a conduit for another man’s spiritual transformation?”  He is a wise young man & it is a powerful, funny & very good question.

I honor that relationship for all of the deep beauty & hard times. I was apart of it all. Nothing was done to me, I am responsible for my actions. I do also know that I can find heart rocks all over the place on my own, as I always have & the deepest love is within myself.

xox, Jen

~ Two of my Six Eyes ~ Utah 2008 ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

~ Two of my Six Eyes ~ Utah 2008 ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

  “If someone is not treating you with love and respect, it is a gift if they walk away from you. If that person doesn’t walk away, you will surely endure many years of suffering with him or her.

Walking away may hurt for a while, but your heart will eventually heal. Then you can choose what you really want. You will find that you don’t need to trust others as much as you need to trust yourself to make the right choices.”

Don Miguel Ruiz

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~ Girl Running & Safe ~ Creativity For Peace Camp ~ Santa Fe New Mexico ~
Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

 

“If you live in a past dream, you don’t enjoy what is happening right now because you will always wish it to be different than it is.There is no time to miss anyone or anything because you are alive. Not enjoying what is happening right now is living in the past and being only half alive. This leads to self pity, suffering and tears.” Don Miguel Ruiz

within ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

within ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

“Every human is an artist. The dream of your life is to make beautiful art.” 
Don Miguel Ruiz

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~ Artist Erin Currier • My Son Gabriel & The Yellow Wall • Artist Tony Abeyta ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

 

“Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama.”

Don Miguel Ruiz

~ Claire & Michael singing Mexican Love Ballads at the Santa Fe Farmer's Market ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

~ Claire & Michael singing Mexican Love Ballads at the Santa Fe Farmer’s Market ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

 

“The big difference between a warrior and a victim is that the victim represses and the warrior refrains.”

Don Miguel Ruiz

~ Body Guru Renee Bartlett • Santa Fe New Mexico ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

~ Body Guru Renee Bartlett • Santa Fe New Mexico ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

 

“You express your own divinity by being alive and by loving yourself and others.”

“PRELUDE TO A NEW DREAM”

Don Miguel Ruiz

~ Two Ocean Birds ~ Point Reyes California ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

~ Two Ocean Birds ~ Point Reyes California ~ Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

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~ The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz

~ The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz

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My Book ~ Sensualist ~ images from my life ~ book1 Photo © Jennifer Esperanza

My Book ~ Sensualist ~ images from my life ~ book1
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16 Comments

  • Josef Tornick

    23.04.2013 at 00:10 Reply

    Beautiful Blog!

  • James Russell

    23.04.2013 at 00:38 Reply

    Thanks Jennifer for the pithy reminders. You are the source of Love in your life. And there is no limit on THAT.

  • Kara Lin

    23.04.2013 at 06:08 Reply

    Jennifer, I love what you put together. Your words so honest. I have this book and had forgotten what it says and how much power is inside. Thank you so much for sharing this. Your blog was the first thing I read this morning. It is very inspirational!
    Sincerely,
    kara lin

    • Jennifer Esperanza

      23.04.2013 at 06:40 Reply

      Oh Kara ~ I am so happy that you remembered the power of this book as I did… thank you ~ xox, Jen

  • Mary Ellen

    23.04.2013 at 08:35 Reply

    Lovely and touching… very nicely done!!!
    xo, me

  • Nigel Rudlin

    23.04.2013 at 09:39 Reply

    Thank you Jennifer for sharing such powerful words of wisdom. I really needed it today.
    Nigel

    • Jennifer Esperanza

      23.04.2013 at 09:43 Reply

      ~ Love & Kindness to you … thank you for visiting my Blog ~
      Have a beautiful day … Jen

  • Amy Lindquist

    23.04.2013 at 21:11 Reply

    Awesome blog, Jen. I so relate to this. My heart feels like the Heavyweight Champion of the World sometimes.

    • Jennifer Esperanza

      23.04.2013 at 23:27 Reply

      I Love you Amy ~ you are a beautiful Light … soon I will feature here
      Thank You for your good words here … I hear you sweet mama
      Love Always, Jen
      xox

  • Jon Gold

    24.04.2013 at 08:29 Reply

    Well, I said it on Facebook – Very powerful and empowering words. I know you walk, watch and sing with grace and strength. I’m simply honoring you this morning.

  • Jennifer Esperanza

    09.05.2013 at 07:26 Reply

    ~ Thank You very much

  • Tina Natonabah

    31.05.2013 at 06:06 Reply

    BEST way to start the day, open my eyes and heart with a bit of your observations and sharings… Thank you Jennifer you inspire and bring PEACE. <<>>

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